“I have the following problem. After certain events, I had exacerbated the IRR (the first period of the illness was in 2012 and it went by itself, without anything) plus added panic attacks and all the consequences, in general - the horror! And the most important thing is that in one moment I became afraid of heights; Moreover, I began to fear that I could take and jump from this height, for no reason at all!
I went to a psychotherapist, he prescribed medication for me, I go to him at the session, but there is no special sense. And from November to the present day, I was just breaking up, I no longer know where to go and what to do, I live in a small town in Kazakhstan, the city of L. (name changed), there are only 3-4 psychotherapists, probably ...
What's wrong with me, am I going crazy or what is it? Well, like a normal person, you may have the idea to jump ... At this moment I just turn around, legs are wadded, the pulse of beats is 500, probably sweat, breath is like a dog ... In general, it’s a terrible thing ...
A year has passed, and now I’m also afraid to cut myself ... Horror ... Help, please ... I want to bind myself to the battery so that, God forbid, something happened ... I do not want to die like an abnormal ... Is it schizophrenia?
Oleg, Kazakhstan
